I have been having a hard time finding God.
I've been praying and waiting and doing a lot of crying.
It's been a bad time. The year anniversary of Tuesday's death is coming up and another little child I know with cancer is dying and spending the her last days with her family right now.
I am just struggling to understand God's plan.
Why these things happen.
I have been praying on it, hoping God will give me comfort. Hoping to find some answer. Any answer.
But, instead, I am lost.
My own life isn't in order these days either and I am certain it's why I am having trouble finding peace. I just don't know what else to do besides pray and ask for your prayers.
My kids need me to be here for them and I can't unless I am really here for the Lord.
Please pray for me. I want to give God the glory again, without question and with full faith and right now, I am lost and need to be found.